Tears Fall

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Got myself a hurrr cut. I've never felt this good in my skin!

Sometimes I hate the social media.

Strange as it seems, I can't seem to quit it.

I've taken a 'break' before, but I always find myself back at it.

Sometimes it makes me so paranoid.

When someone I know, well… whom I *think* I know, unfollows and such, it makes me reflect.

What was the reason? 

*starts questioning self*

Am I not k00l enough?

Am I not good-looking enough?!

 *sniffs*

Kidding, haha. But honestly, it can make you think lowly about yourself.

Sad how your worth is determined by the number of followers you have.

Isn't it?

Well whatever it is, to me personally, it doesn't matter.

I try not to let it get to me.

Doesn't mean you have a couple thousands of followers, that you're a better person.

Nononoooo.

Cause you are who you are

When no one's watching

*quotes Zayn Malik*

Ok haha. But seriously, no need to look down on yourself.

Cause you know you can depend on the people that you love.

To make you feel worthy enough.

And sometimes

Only YOU can make yourself feel better.

I was pretty bummed today.

But listening to this song lifted my spirits.

Only music can suddenly make me feel good about myself.

I hope the person who is reading this,

or whoever that is feeling worthless, gets lifted too. 

:)

xx

Love, Eran.

Ps. Written by Sia.

Sometimes it's better to let a tear fall.

You'll feel so much better.

Current Song Mood: Jacquie Lee - Tears Fall

Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life
Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life

I had enough of you hiding us
How it hurt me you don't see
Your true colors showed up a little brighter
Why'd you keep on playing me?

I put my hands back on the throttle, my love
'Cause I felt you driving me 
Into a deep darkness
Into the darkness

And I don't let you see me cry
Didn't ask why
Just told you that your leaving tonight
This is our goodbye

Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life
Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life

I can take a deep breath now that you have left
You didn't get the best of me
The raw pain never goes away
But it gets better everyday

I was so wrapped up, I was blinded by love
Couldn't see a way to leave
But I'm coming out of the darkness
Out of the darkness

And I don't let you see me cry
I don't ask why
Why you're not here with me tonight
Already said goodbye!

Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life
Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life

I watched you leave
Couldn't breathe, couldn't cry
Felt like I was dying
Then I let a tear fall, let myself feel it all

Now I know, now I know
That I'm gonna survive
If I let a single tear fall
Drown myself in it all

Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life
Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life

Tears fall (tears fall) and I know (and I know)
That this pain (that this pain) is just a part of life (is just a part of life)

Tears fall, and I know
That this pain, is just a part of life