I'm Not The Only One

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Starting the post with a ton of pictures.

Early morning selfie. Me and my stupid smile.

 Felt so dead in class.

 

Don't know what's up with me and half-faced selfies. 

Decided to let our hair down and go loose. Oh and Nat was super high today. And she claims she's not having menses. ._.

Ryan: 'Eh, that bangla calling me uh?'

Ryan: 'Eh.. Idk if he's calling me or not leh….'

Ryan: 'EH IM SO CONFUSED LA!'

HAHAHAHAHA.

Tomei your face. HAHAHA.

Baes.

Cougar's face tho. HAHAHA.

Ryan's still confused.

We look so perfect here.

I personally think I look better with this smile lol.

So long never see Kak Ecah. HEHE.

These 2 decided to check out my new phone. 

Stay strong Syah.

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Have you ever felt cheated? I sure have. I have friends that have been cheated on. I have friends that are cheaters. It's so wrong, yet, it still somehow happens. Why? Especially when you have a relationship that has been going on for years.. Do we feel a craving to constantly find love? And do feelings change that easily?

I remembered a feeling that I had not too long ago. The feeling that I wasn't the only one to a certain someone… And it turned out, that I was right. Someone I had liked, who knows clearly about my feelings, had been going out with another guy. I had never felt so cheated of my feelings. But yet, I had to suck it up, put that aside and pretended to be 'happy'.

Being kept in the dark hurts. But knowing the truth and pretending to be okay, hurts 10x more.

I'm sorry, it's just that this was a really important topic for me to think out loud today. It's been pondering in my head repeatedly.

Just think. One day, when you get 'bored' of your partner.. When everything is too 'perfect'..

Will you ever cheat?

Love, Eran.

I knew I wasn't the only one.

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Current Song Mood: Sam Smith - I'm Not The Only One

You and me, we made a vow
For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof's in the way it hurts

For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now
But I know that I still need you here
[Chorus:]
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine

[Chorus:]
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I have loved you for many years
Maybe I am just not enough
You've made me realize my deepest fear
By lying and tearing us up
[Chorus 2x:]
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I know I'm not the only one
I know I'm not the only one
And I know...
I know I'm not the only one