You Ruin Me // Did You Miss Me?

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It's been a fucking year. 

Seriously. Read my text but don't know how to reply? Keep making up all your bullshit lies, excuses and sarcasm. You're existence just pisses me off. The urge I have to just block you out of my life is so damn strong. But you still owe me something of mine.

I'd thought you'd show some growth over a year but hell NO. Still as childish as ever. Still the same. Stop making yourself look like a joke.

I don't even want to have anything to do with you anymore. I just want my fucking jacket back.

It's been such a mentally & emotionally exhausting day. I was preparing myself to find you. I was on my way back from a friend's place and it was already 10.30pm. Checked my phone and Mum texted me to ask me where I am. At this moment the train doors opened. And they stayed opened for what felt like a really long time. I hesitated. 2 times. 'Should I? But I'm prepared. But its so late. I have work tomorrow. Is this worth it?' Then a voice inside my head just told me to 'Go.' And I did. I walked out past those doors. And as I did, I swore to myself… That this isn't over.

I know I made the right move. It wouldn't be worth the trouble to go out this late just to search for you.

But. This isn't the end.

:)

 I'm gonna fucking find you. Mark my words.

Love, Eran

You fucking ruin me. 

Current Song Mood: The Veronicas - You Ruin Me

Job well done
Standing ovation
Yeah you got what you wanted
I guess you won
And I don't want to hear, they don't know you like I do
Even I could've told you
But now we're done

'Cause you play me like a symphony
Play me till your fingers bleed
I'm your greatest masterpiece
You ruin me
Later when the curtains drawn
And no one's there for you back home
Don't cry to me, you played me wrong
You ruin me

I know you thought
That I wouldn't notice
You were acting so strange
I'm not that dumb
And in the end I hope she was worth it
I don't care if you loved me, you make me numb

'Cause you play me like a symphony
Play me till your fingers bleed
I'm your greatest masterpiece
You ruin me
Later when the curtains drawn
And no one's there for you back home
Don't cry to me, you played me wrong
You ruin me

We're that song you wouldn't sing
Just a broken melody
You're killing me

You play me like a symphony
Play me till your fingers bleed
I'm your greatest masterpiece
You ruin me
Later when the curtains drawn
And no one's there for you back home
Don't cry to me you played me wrong
You ruin me

Bet you thought you'd seen the last of me? Well you thought wrong.

Current Song Mood #2: The Veronicas - Did You Miss Me? (I'm A Veronica)

I'm a Veronica

Back with a vengeance, back with a song
All you motherfuckers got it wrong
I'm the villain, I'm the one
Yeah I was born just to take you on

Open your eyes up, step in the ring
Float like a butterfly, bee I sting
I'm like Snow White with a gun
shoot you down, bang bang
You're done

Did you miss me?
Did you really think that I was gone?
So baby tell me, did you miss me?
Did you really think that I was done?
I'm a Veronica

'Cause down under we don't take no prisoners
We don't take no prisoners

'Cause down under we don't take no prisoners
We don't take no prisoners

From my homeland to Hong Kong
By the time you find me I'll be gone
But you never thought I'd hit like that
Looks like hell? just got back

My best friends, my enemy
Oh who is me, I'll take 'em one by one
And if you get in my face then you'll get a taste
Even God would run son

Did you miss me?
Did you really think that I was gone?

'Cause down under we don't take no prisoners
We don't take no prisoners
'Cause down under we don't take no prisoners
We don't take no prisoners

I'm a Veronica

I'm on mission to the stars
I'm the love child living life on Mars
I'm the next king in line for the throne
Ascendancy let it be know
I won't stop, gonna run this town gonna sip
sip down
Gonna bring you out
'Cause if I'm not where you wanna be, then boy
step back up all of me
'Cause I don't need to follow you down

Cause i am so demand, don't know if i'm
coming or going
Yeah there's a glitch in your bitch, bitch, white
my empire keeps growing
Cause i am so demand, don't know if i'm
coming or going
Yeah there's a glitch in your bitch, bitch, white
my empire keeps growing

Did you miss me?
Did you really think that I was gone?
So baby tell me, did you miss me?
Did you really think that I was done?

'Cause down under we don't take no prisoners
We don't take no prisoners

'Cause down under we don't take no prisoners
We don't take no prisoners

'Cause down under we don't take no prisoners
We don't take no prisoners

'Cause down under we don't take no prisoners
We don't take no prisoners

I'm a Veronica.

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