Jealous

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I woke up like this. LOL.

Another lazy day. Feels like I'm wasting my weekends away. But I'd truly rather sit around doing nothing. Haha. Did some recording today. For the first time I sang with my brothers around in the house. Normally I'd wait till only my parents were home, or there was no one at all, because I don't want to create so much noise. (If I scream, I really do scream.) But I guess I wanted to release my 'Blank Space' cover before the excitement wears off. Heh. Check it out! https://soundcloud.com/eranistheone/blank-space-taylor-swift-cover

Sometimes I scroll through my Instagram and find so many good-looking guys, talented, able to sing. Then I look at myself and wonder.. will I ever be that good? I know it's bad to compare, but I do wish I was better at what I do. There's a constant need to improve myself. That's why I won't ever stop singing. Be my personal best. :)

Ah well. Tomorrow is the start of internship at another hospital. Never been to this one before, but I'm looking forward as the postings seem exciting, and I'm not alone in my shift anymore!! WOOHOO. AND I GET TO MEET GF TOMORROW :* muahmuah. ILY. Can't wait.

*flashback*

This hottie followed me on Instagram, then a few weeks later followed me on Twitter. We chatted, dmed, and this is how it went:

That night, I died inside. You gave me your number and I was seriously the happiest boy on earth. What were the chances that this would happen? I told my friends about you, show them your pics, and they immediately approved. But then you suddenly stopped texting me, no replies at all. Claimed you were busy and such, but I guess I never meant anything to you at all. All the sweet things you told me were just lies. I learned it the hard way. I got my hopes all high up, just to see it crashing down. 

I know it's been a while. And I'm really happy for you and your new guy. But I won't deny that deep down inside, I still get jealous. You never even gave me a chance.

Ps. This was the same person from my 'Glitter In The Air' post.

Love, Eran.

Cause you're too sexy & beautiful

And everybody wants a taste..

I still get jealous.

Current Song Mood: Nick Jonas - Jealous

I don’t like the way he’s looking at you
I’m starting to think you want him too
Am I crazy, have I lost ya?
Even though I know you love me, can’t help it

I turn my chin music up
And I’m puffing my chest
I’m getting red in the face
You can call me obsessed
It’s not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It’s my right to be hellish
I still get jealous

'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous

'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous

I wish you didn’t have to post it all
I wish you’d save a little bit just for me
Protective or possessive, yeah
Call it passive or aggressive

I turn my chin music up
And I’m puffing my chest
I’m getting red in the face
You can call me obsessed
It’s not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It’s my right to be hellish
I still get jealous

'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous

'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous

You’re the only one invited
I said there’s no one else for you
'Cause you know I get excited, yeah
When you get jealous too

I turn my chin music up
And I’m puffing my chest
I’m getting red in the face
You can call me obsessed
It’s not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It’s my right to be hellish
I still get jealous

'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous

'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous

Oh (that’s why)
I still get jealous
Oh (that’s why)
I still get jealous

S.H.