I Do This For You

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Well.

It's been a while since I felt this.. good?

I feel like myself for once.. 

The me before I was in a relationship with anyone.

Met GF today and we both shared our problems.

She totally understands. Everything. The flashbacks. The feelings.

Thanks so much for your words. I really needed them. And they're long overdue.

And I'm sad that this might be the last time we can meet up as single individuals??

Sigh. It's feels like almost yesterday that we're in school. Being young & foolish.

Look at us now.

We've survived 3 notorious years of nursing school, and on our own ways in life.

:)

<3

That face thooo hahaha.

What we talked about today really made me ponder.

Pride. Where has mine gone to?

I almost forgot what it felt like to be on your own.

What did you do before you got yourself attached to someone?

What were you like?

I completely forgot. And these past few days.. I really rediscovered myself.

Who I really am.

I feel like I've been living in my own bubble the past few months.

I've been so busy caring about someone else that I forgot to give attention to myself.

I guess this is good.. in a way.

You go your way and I go mine.

For now. 

Just like you said last night.

Just give ourselves this space..

We needed it anyways.

Alright. I'll do it.

I'll only do this for you.

Love, Eran.

If I let you go, and you come back, I'll know for sure that you're mine to stay.

Current Song Mood: Giorgio Moroder Ft Marlene - I Do This For You

Look at me down to every pixel
Do you really get the whole picture?
Watching 3D, color by color
There's more than all this pretty
If you look under the cover

I do this for you, I only do this for you
I do this for you, I only do this for you

Can't you feed me, I'll go down later
I'm not hiding under no filter
I set my heart on fire to make my love shine brighter
I'd give it all if you're ready to take it

I do this for you, I only do this for you
I do this for you, I only do this for you

I give it all, I'm turning inside out
I'm giving up, if you don't know by now
You're everything I see, why don't you save me?
And all I really need is you to need me
I do it, I do it, I do it, I do it

I do this for you, I only do this for you
I do this for you, I only do this for you

I do this for you, I only do this for you
I do this for you