Monday, August 3, 2015

Stay & Fight

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It's been a long, cold & rainy day.
I spent the day cooped up in the bedroom.
Singing the blues.
Singing my heart away.
Everything I recorded today came from the heart.

All I want.. All I wish is that I could've spent the cold day in your arms, wrapped up under the blankets. 
Feeling your body warmth.
Your touch. 
Skin on skin.

I'd look at you as you sleep.
Caress your perfectly chiseled jaw.
Get amused by your snorings.
And fall deeply in love.

I crave for it. I crave for you. But I guess it's only a dream now. 
A faded, distant memory.

I get flashbacks all the time. 
Every single day.
Do you too?
Do you still think about me?

I'm scared.

My memories are getting hazy now.

Your face isn't as clear as before.

I don't wish to forget.

I want to stay.

No matter how shitty you are to me now.

I still...

I still want to stay & fight for you.

Love, Eran.

Give yourself another chance.

Current Song Mood: Tamar Braxton - Stay and Fight

We could walk away from this mess we made
We could live and learn, set fire to this bridge and watch it burn
We can act like it was not even really love in the first place, no

We could throw out the pictures
And throw our dreams away
We could forget the words we were too afraid to say
And we could live with the mistake, tearing us apart everyday
We could let all the good just fade away

[Chorus]
But I wanna stay and fight for you
Fight until my heart is black and blue
Fight til there's nothing left not one single strand of the love we had
I wanna stay and fight for us
Fight like hell before I give up
'Til I'm the only one, the only one in love
I'd fight for you

We could turn off our feelings
And go about the days, put on a happy face
Tell everyone that we're OK
And we could just say you and me were probably never meant to be
Or we could be nothing more than a memory

[Chorus]
But I wanna stay and fight for you
Fight 'til my heart is black and blue
Fight til there's nothing left not one single strand of the love we had
I wanna stay and fight for us
Fight like hell before I give up
'Til I'm the only one, the only one in love
I'd fight for you

Cause we done went through the fire baby
We still survived baby
If you know where I stand, then, I'll be waiting
Cause it'll never be my choice baby
To give up on us really
When it's so rare to find in the first place
When you're the realest thing I've ever met

[Chorus]
I wanna stay and fight for you
Fight 'til my heart is black and blue
Fight til there's nothing left not one single strand of the love we had
I wanna stay and fight for us
Fight like hell before I give up
'Til I'm the only one, the only one in love
I'd fight for you

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