Who Am I

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Sigh.

Things are not going as planned.

And it's making me so frustrated with myself.

Even though it's not my fault.

UGH.

Everyone's out with their loved ones.

Out for Raya.

Celebrating SG50.

And here I am stuck at home, feeling sorry for myself.

I've kinda had it with how life is turning out. 

I get affected over the smallest things.

Things that shouldn't even concern me now.

It's like everything is against me now.

My time is running out.

I have to make the best of it.

...

I wish I can freeze time. 

And play back the moments that really matter most to me.

I'm so afraid.

I don't even know who I've become.

I'm like… a different person now.

When you left, you took a part of me too.

Yesterday is dead & gone.. and me along with it.

Who am I?

:c

Love, Eran.

I wanna start again…

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Current Song Mood: Annie - Who Am I?

Who am I, what have I become?
Do I stand for something, or for money?
Who am I, where's my good girl gone?
You know I had a good heart once, you see.

Who am I, now that my armor's worn?
I gave you what I didn't know I needed.
Who am I, now that my heart has won?
I didn't know I need... anyone.

But I've got today, I've got to make,
The best I can of it.
'Cause yesterday is dead and gone,
And me along with it.

I want to start again, so I'll look within
Remember when I'd want in?
'Cause I don't know who I've become
But I will trust in it. Who am I to spend my life alone?
Forever looking for some place to call home.
Who am I, about to meet myself?
This should feel right but something don't.

I want to start again, so I'll look within
Remember when I'd want in?
'Cause I don't know who I've become
But I will trust in it. I will trust in it
But today, I've got to make,
The best I can of it.
'Cause yesterday is dead and gone
And me along with it
I want to start again