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What a Saturday.
Woke up this morning feeling surreal.
I was at home, in my own bed.
No morning rush today.
No shoutings.
No exercises.
No one to tell me what to do.
No one to tell me what to do.
Just me. In bed.
Feeling relaxed.
Yet I couldnt sleep in.
Guess my body clock wasn't used to it.
I kept thinking.
About.. everything.
The emptiness sinked in.
I tried to sleep it off.
And I dreamt.. of you.
I dreamt you texted. I dreamt we were communicating again.
And when I woke up.. I wanted to check my phone immediately. But I didnt.
I stopped myself. Because I knew it was too good to be true.
The feelings I felt at that time.
They came back for a moment.
And then they disappeared.
All I could do was to curl up in a ball and suppress those feelings.
It's all in the past now.
This is my reality.
Spent the rest of the day out on my own. Bought stuffs for tomorrow. Tried to keep my mind occupied. Listening to songs that somehow made me even more depressed, yet slightly empowered at the same time.
I was as alone as I could be, fending on my own.
You'd think I'd get used to it by now..
But I know I wont.
Love hurts.
But I guess that's how you know it's real.
On the side note, if you haven't listened to JoJo's new TRINGLE, then you're missing OUT.
Like seriously, leave get out.
Ready for her to take over.
Love, Eran.
Let's get real.
Current Song Mood: JoJo - When Love Hurts
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know it's real
It's like we speak a different language
These double-sided conversations set me up
Keep dodging bullets in the bedroom
But neither one will ever say we've had enough
Help, I can't tell if we're ending
Until we break down, say it now, we're through
All you do
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know it's real
Those signs went through me like a freight train
You're getting off testing my patience 'til it's gone
But then again, I do the same thing
And neither one will ever say we've had enough
Help, I can't tell if we're ending
Until we break down, say it now, we're through
All you do (oh all you do)
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real (know it's real)
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know it's real
(Yeah that's how you know it's real)
(Yeah that's how you know it's real)
And that's how you know it's real
Oh and I know it's real
Yeah, that's how you know it's real
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know it's real
It's like we speak a different language
These double-sided conversations set me up
Keep dodging bullets in the bedroom
But neither one will ever say we've had enough
Help, I can't tell if we're ending
Until we break down, say it now, we're through
All you do
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know it's real
Those signs went through me like a freight train
You're getting off testing my patience 'til it's gone
But then again, I do the same thing
And neither one will ever say we've had enough
Help, I can't tell if we're ending
Until we break down, say it now, we're through
All you do (oh all you do)
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know
When love hurts, baby
Yeah, that's how you know it's real (know it's real)
When love hurts, yeah that's how it
Yeah that's how you know it's real
(Yeah that's how you know it's real)
(Yeah that's how you know it's real)
And that's how you know it's real
Oh and I know it's real
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