Surrender

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Yesterday was great. Did something I've always wanted to do, something memorable, before my enlistment.

You guys will see soon :)

Last night was frustrating though.

I've really given up, and it takes a lot for me to come to this point.

Thanks for making me realise what kind of person you are.

And thanks for finally admitting it.

I don't know when I'll be blogging again?

But for now, silence will be a nice change. 

I guess I've said all that I've needed to say.

It's time.

I surrender.

Love, Eran.

I wanna be safe.

Current Song Mood: Rifat - Surrender

[SPEECH]

This
Is a story about us

[VERSE 1]

It's 4 in the morn
You're wrapped in his arms
I could tell from your face
You right at that place
Where you feel at home

Cause I've seen it before
By our hotel room door
Do you remember that night
You held me so tight
It felt so right

I've been so alone
Sex don't feel right no more
These girls got it goin
We take it back home
The emptiness grows

I'm better alone
Yeah yeah I'm better alone
I tell myself things
I wished I believe
Then you call on my phone

I don't wanna see that
I ain't really need that (I don't)
You got your shit goin
He look like the one
Why can't you believe that
Why can't I believe that
I ain't really need that
I gotta get this outta head right now

[CHORUS]

I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be, wanna be
Safe here

I won't have you come over in my thoughts
I will surrender

I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be, wanna be
Safe here

I won't have you come over in my thoughts
I will surrender
In my thought I will surrender
In my thought I will surrender
Ohh

[VERSE 2]

405 and yeah getting late
50 million stars spread overhead
Wish I could get right in your head
I do believe you remember that

This is the place that I brought you to
Now you bringing him over here with you?
Tell me I'm wrong, but you know it's true
I do believe you thinking of me, too

Confessing
While I should be suppressing

Figured I would choke and croak
But the walk down is making my mind provoke
All the hope that lingers in the cage in my chest
You know that you'll always my best
I'd like to remind you girl
Of all of the good not the bad

Shots at the bar
All I see are women on the menu
I'm trying so hard
To drown in the liquor for a rescue

It's starting to spin
I feel it numbing my veins
And now that I feel so ashamed
I'll have one last sip of this pain

[CHORUS]

I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be, wanna be
Safe here

I won't have you come over in my thoughts
I will surrender

I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be, wanna be
Safe here

I won't have you come over in my thoughts
I will surrender
In my thought I will surrender
In my thought I will surrender

[BRIDGE]

Listen
Listen to me
Oh baby baby baby baby
You'll never be more
You'll never be more than this
The longer it goes
The further you get and girl,
I'm happy with that
I've already started the fire
All you gotta do is jump right in
The flight back home will only make you wanna think of me
Ohh

[KEYBOARD SOLO]

[OUTRO]