Pieces

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Just came back from my cousin's house. 

Hehe. So kecoh. Watched a horror movie and they were all so scared hahaha.

Really enjoyed family time with my relatives. I wish we had more outings.

I really need to be around people I love right now.

I need to know that I'll be okay.

I need to feel safe.

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I sat outside the house. There was a bench and table prepared, and no one was around.

I stared at my phone.

I don't even know why I still bothered checking.

Hoping.

That you would somehow… Text.

I scrolled through our history.

I know how much you like to delete all your messages frequently.

I dont.

I keep them. Just in case I could read them over and over again.

How.. different you were back in February.

I miss that so much.

So fucking much.

The times when you would call me Baby.

And get my attention if I wasn't replying.

And making sure I wasnt upset.

And teasing and telling me how badly you wanted me over.

It kills me.

I'm hurting.

It's so hard for me.

What changed?

I have so many questions to ask.

I want you back.

But it's like you don't even want any of my love.

Not anymore.

I don't want your pieces.

I want the whole you.

Love, Eran.

Please.

Current Song Mood: Tamar Braxton - Pieces

Don't you say a word to me
I don't wanna hear it
You say you miss me
I don't wanna feel it, I don't wanna feel it
If you really wanted to be
Oh, if you really wanted to be here
You would make a woman out of me
Oh, I'll be the one that you believe in

You don't want my love I swear you don't want it
You don't want my trust I swear you don't want it
Gave you my all for what? I swear you don't want it
You don't want it bad enough, I'ma take it back

I don't want your pieces
Oh no no no no
I don't want your pieces
Oh no no no no

If you can't give me all your love
I don't want your love
It’s like you threw a curve at me
Can't you see I'm hurting
Ooh, it's gonna be hard for me
I know that's where your heart been,
That I'm where your heart went, tryna let go of you
But I don't really know if I can do it
Close the door on you
You don't really wanna see me do it, no

I tried a thousand times
Told my heart a thousand lies
You won't let me say goodbye
You don't wanna see me do it, no

I don't want your pieces
Oh no no no no
I don't want your pieces
Oh no no no no

If you can't give me all your love
I don't want your love no no

If you can't give me all your love
I don't want your love no no, no

No baby, it's so clear
You leave me here
Wondering, dreaming, still believing
What you say but I'm not for it baby
I don't know who you think you're playing
Boy you know I'm the only one you're needing
Truth of the matter is you don't think I really have the strength to leave

But I don't want no pieces
Oh no no no no
I don't want your pieces
I'm tired of giving all of my love
I don't want your pieces
Oh no no no no
I don't want your pieces
Oh no no no no

I deserve more than just a little part
I don't want nothing, if I can't have it all
I ain't even gonna play with something I can't keep
I want the whole thing or forget about me