Freeze You Out

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Sigh.

So many thoughts running in my head.

The future… everything.

Tomorrow's supposedly the big day.

But I don't feel excited at all.

3 years of education is coming to this.

I can't believe it…

How fast time flies.

Really disappointed about certain things.

How I've been so willing to sacrifice things for others.

My time, love, money..

But I guess I should just take it as a reminder not to expect too much.

The thought of it is freezing me out.

I'll just drown in my feelings tonight.

…

Love, Eran.

I won't run away.

I'll feel the pain instead.

Current Song Mood: Marina Kaye - Freeze You Out

You know I've been hurt before you Yeah you know the score And I know you want more You want me to thaw out Yeah you know I get ice cold I get cold when you don't go slow But I know you want more You need me to thaw out And I know you were worth it And I know this gonna work it I could only let you win But I'm freezing I'm not running away I'm not running away I will feel the pain instead I'm not running again I'm not running again Even though I'm scared Baby And I won't freeze you out Like I've been I won't freeze you out I'm gonna let you in And I won't freeze you out Like I've been I won't freeze you out My heart is melting So here's my heart for you to hold Feel the beat, feel the warm blood flow through my core Feel it go out Yeah I feel the feather that I pushed through And so and you you wanted more And so I thaw out And I know you were worth it And I know this gonna work it I could only let you win But I was freezing I'm not running away I'm not running away I will feel the pain instead I'm not running again I'm not running again Even though I'm scared Baby And I won't freeze you out Like I've been I won't freeze you out I'm gonna let you in And I won't freeze you out Like I have been I won't freeze you out My heart is melting I won't freeze you out My heart is melting I won't freeze you out My heart is melting I'm not running away I'm not running away I will feel the pain instead I'm not running again I'm not running again Even though I'm scared Baby And I won't freeze you out Like I've been I won't freeze you out I'm gonna let you win And I won't freeze you out Like I've been I won't freeze you out My heart is melting And I won't freeze you out Like I've been I won't freeze you out I'm gonna let you  in And I won't freeze you out Like I've been I won't freeze you out My heart is melting