Tightrope

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Been quite a busy Monday.

Went to SNB in the morning all by myself. Ended up bumping into Efah and Darsh!

Me & Efah sat in the meeting room together and we had a lot of things to talk about hahaha this chou minah.

We signed our forms and got briefed about certain stuff. I somehow felt richer already hahaha. We then were released and I went back with Darsh. Had a good chat with her and in the train, she suddenly said; 'YOU CAN SING!!!' Hahaha I shock sia. But she was so motivating hahaha thanks Darsh!

Had a looong trip to school, just to return my gown. When I stepped inside the place, there were like a long line of aunties sitting, nothing to do hahaha. There were so many and I was so distracted. I totally ignored the one who was standing and ready to serve me. and went to the one sitting down. 'Aiyooo.' she muttered some things in Chinese. HAHAHA. Sorry ah aunty! I blur la. Got refunded and left. The afternoon crowd and jam was horrible as usual.

Reached causeway, decided to check out the pasar mall alone since I was a loner. Bought the nutella milkshake hehehe thanks abang! ;)

Went home to pray and have dinner, then went to meet Riri at Causeway Point. She got her LaoLao hahaha. We sat and some seats and updated each other's lives. I sure had lots to say.

We then went to Phoenix LRT to meet Ida. Her 10 minutes became 30 minutes….. TYPICAL JANJI MELAYU!!!! Tsk. Went to the Rasa Rasa food place and it was pretty good! We surprised Ecah when she & Syah came hehehe. It was a Hens Party for her actually. And me & Riri bought her a thong HAHAHA. For first night la. *winkwink*

It was so funny. And we took turns to talk about our lives. And I just had to share things that.. I've been keeping to myself for so long. And it was good to share and get some feedback. I seriously feel so lost. There are so many things to ponder about. I have no idea what's gonna happen or what I should do. No point crying over it every single night.

Took the bus home with Riri.

I'm exhausted. I need a break. I'm on a tightrope.

Love, Eran.

I can feel the difference.

Current Song Mood: Kelly Clarkson - Tightrope

I'm on the tightrope, you've got your reasons
When did it get so hard to breathe?
Hot in the spotlight, I'm feelin' so tired
Your hands are burnt from holdin' me
And maybe you and I will fall in time
Eventually
Maybe we'll both die trying
But I can't bring myself to leave
'Cause I've looked

And I ain't seen nothin' like you
The way you light up every room tonight
So easily
And I have moved mountains, babe
Just to stumble into your good grace
And I, I still can't compete

You're on the tightrope, I've got my reasons
How did we get so tangled?
You turn, I stay straight, I bend as you break
We're so messed up, but I know
That you and I will fall in time, eventually
Or maybe we'll both die trying

'Cause I ain't seen nothin' like you
The way you light up every room tonight
So easily
And I have moved mountains, babe
Just to stumble into your good grace
And I, I still can't compete

Oh, you and I will fall in time eventually
Or maybe we'll both die trying

And I ain't seen nothin' like you
The way you light up every room tonight
So easily
And I have moved mountains, babe
Just to stumble into your good grace
And I, I still can't compete