Bad Blood // Undo

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Back-combed my hair today and felt like it was on pooooint. Hehe.

Also met up with mah bae during break! Finally, someone to eat with. Or else I'll always be going for break alone. Had lots of catching up and bitching to do. Hehe.

So, GF stayed back just to meet me after work today cause she was concerned about the stalker incident. Aww <3 I'm fine baby. :) To be honest, I've been going through something else much more emotional till that event's been completely erased from my mind. Speaking of that, I saw 'him' again after my 2 off days, and he just flashed a smile at me. That was the last time I saw him, so no worries. My parents are still scared shit though. Ugh. How to be a man like this?

My staffs today called me a Boy Boy ._. Seriously? Lol. I'll forever be seen as 'the small helpless kid'. Anyways.. Had a LOOOOONG shift today. So freakin annoyed with someone. Ugh!! Ah well.. At least I'm having an off-day tomorrow. Yeah man!!

Well. I guess we're really done huh? 

So much for a 'last fight'.

It's so sad to think about the good times.

I mean, you don't even seem to want to be friends anymore.

Whatever you want, okay?

Love, Eran.

Now we've got bad blood.

Current Song Mood: Taylor Swift - Bad Blood

'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
You know it used to be mad love
So take a look what you’ve done
'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
Now we got problems
And I don’t think we can solve them
You made a really deep cut
And, baby, now we got bad blood

Did you have to do this? I was thinking that you could be trusted
Did you have to ruin what was shining? Now it's all rusted
Did you have to hit me, where I'm weak? Baby, I couldn’t breathe
And rub it in so deep, salt in the wound like you're laughing right at me
Oh, it's so sad to think about the good times, you and I

'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
You know it used to be mad love
So take a look what you’ve done
'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood, hey
Now we got problems
And I don’t think we can solve them
You made a really deep cut
And, baby, now we've got bad blood

Did you think we’d be fine? Still got scars on my back from your knife
So don’t think it's in the past, these kinda wounds they last and they last now.
Did you think it all through? All these things will catch up to you
And time can heal but this won't, so if you’re coming my way just don’t
Oh, it’s so sad to think about the good times, you and I

'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
You know it used to be mad love
So take a look what you’ve done
'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
Now we got problems
And I don’t think we can solve them
You made a really deep cut
And, baby, now we’ve got bad blood

Band-aids don’t fix bullet holes
You say sorry just for show
You live like that, you live with ghosts
Band-aids don’t fix bullet holes
You say sorry just for show
If you live like that you live with ghosts
If you love like that blood runs cold

'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
You know it used to be mad love (mad love)
So take a look what you’ve done
'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
Now we got problems
And I don’t think we can solve them (think we can solve them)
You made a really deep cut
And, baby, now we've got bad blood

'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
You know it used to be mad love
So take a look what you’ve done (look what you’ve done)
'Cause, baby, now we got bad blood
Now we got problems
And I don’t think we can solve them
You made a really deep cut
And, baby, now we've got bad blood, hey

Sometimes.. I just wish that I could rewind the past and undo some things.

I wanna undo…

Current Song Mood #2: Z.Woodz - Undo

Let me start by saying this

Is something that you already have heard

But you gotta find the heart in my words

Theres a deeper me than that you've missed

Do you remember how it felt when we kissed?

I don't take your love lightly

Girl I went all in, I gave all me

But I still fucked up

Yeah I know screwed up

Just want you to understand that I..

I wanna undo

I wish there was a way

To make it all okay

Ohh..

Trust me baby

No other man's gonna love you more

I wanna undo

If only I could do it girl just know I would

Ohh

Undo…

See what went down was too crazy

Never thought she'd ever come at me that way

Cause I get too real bout how I feel

About you

So she knew

That I was committed 

Wasn't tryna get it

Still

She kept on pursuing me

And still

She put it all on me

And say that excuse

Because she hit home run

But I'm telling you

I wish it wasn't done

I wanna undo

I wish there was a way

To make it all okay

Ohh..

Trust me baby

No other man's gonna love you more

I wanna undo

If only I could do it girl just know I would

Ohh

Undo…

Everything that I got

Girl I gave it up for you

If you gave me a shot

Baby know that I'd come through

There aint no other way to stop me from going insane

The only remedy is here when you're calling my name

Say I'll forgive you

I'll take you back

Lets put it behind us

And move on from where we were at

Life is just like a harmony to the melody we're missing

Girl I just wish that I can 

Undo…

I wish there was a way

To make it all okay

Ohh..

Trust me baby

No other man's gonna love you more

I wanna undo

If only I could do it girl just know I would

Ohh

Undo…