Born Bob Dylan

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For once, my day started well (amazing morning workers!!) . But as usual, it ended with my being angsty and hot-headed (some patients/people I worked with). Too bad this time, I had no one to vent out to. My phone was completely (not really) silent today.

It's fine. I can't seem to say the right things at the right time anyway.

Today I spent a long time in the shower, talking to myself. Having a conversation. Asking myself, why things happened the way it did. And then.. I realised why. Everything I've experienced, everyone I've met, happened for a reason. I picked up characteristics from every individual, the good, the bad. And I somehow absorbed that. It's somehow.. turning me into a better person. A better man.

I want to be a better man.

Weird huh.

Weird ass me.

I.

am. 

sleepy.

Goodnight.

Love, Eran.

I wish I was born Bob Dylan.

Or just someone without feelings.

Current Song Mood: The Veronicas - Born Bob Dylan

If I don't say anything it's wrong
If I said it, It wouldn't come out right
It's been keeping me up all night
Half my life I've been told to shut up
So how am I gonna open up?
Wish you could just read my mind

If I shared all of me
Would you run away?
If I sugarcoat what I had to say in poetry
Would it make you stay?

I wish I was born bob dylan
I'd know the words to speak my feelings
I wish I stood up like rosa parks
And follow my heart 

I'm afraid of the truth
Even if I stood alone
I didn't know how it was gonna go
Even if the water was cold
I'd take a deep breath and get it off my chest

I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan

They say either way you win
If you're feeling it right gotta hold it in
What is meant to be will be
But all the wisdom doesn't help me now
I'm scared and I gotta find out how to speak my mind
If metaphors are rosen
I'm still making mine
I hope you know what I mean when I'm mad at me
Cause I don't see what I'm in when I'm caught in between
I'm afraid the real you is alluring me

I wish I was born bob dylan
I'd know the words to speak my feelings
I wish I stood up like rosa parks
And follow my heart 

I'm afraid of the truth
Even if I stood alone
I didn't know how it was gonna go
Even if the water was cold
I'd take a deep breath and get it off my chest

I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan

With you I'm ripped wide open at the seams
I'm not that tough
But you could hear the song inside of me
But it's not enough
All the things I wanna say to you
Are written on my face

I wish I was born bob dylan
I'd know the words to speak my feelings
I wish I stood up like rosa parks
And follow my heart 

I'm afraid of the truth
Even if I stood alone
I didn't know how it was gonna go
Even if the water was cold
I'd take a deep breath and get it off my chest

I wish I was born bob dylan
Even if I stood alone
Didn't know how it was gonna go
Gotta get it off my chest
And hope for the best

I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan

I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan
I wish I was born bob dylan