Roses // Certain Things

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The year is coming to an end..  And I've decided to dedicate posts to those that have made a difference to me in the past year. There were SO MANY individuals that's made such an impact to me. But I'll only select a few. These people gave me the courage to love again. To be unafraid of accepting love. Though.. with love, comes heartbreak. But that's not the point. The experiences made me grow into a better person.

I'm starting with this one, dedicated to A.R.

We communicated at first through an app, and progressed to texting.

You were special to me. For a period of time, I fell so in love with you. You sent me selfies at every moment you could. Haha! And so did I. :) You'd ask me to meet up with you for supper. But I'd be too busy with school work. You were so horrible at bike-riding that you failed countless of times. HAHAHA. But still, I was there for you. The way you texted me, your tone of voice.. You were so loving. It's taught me a lot.

Well.. I thought I loved you. But feelings change. It changed when your words started speaking louder than your actions. We were supposed to meet-up during the fasting month. But you kept making up excuses. For a period of time, you disappeared. You dmed me on Instagram and told me you lost your contacts. You texted me your sorries.. this and that. And that was that. I stopped replying. Because I was just sick and tired, of all the excuses. And you gave up too. You didnt even bother asking why, or to fight back. You just stopped trying.

I know I was partly at fault. But I had to do what I did. Our chapter ended there.

But I have to thank you. Our moments were bittersweet. I learned how to be a better lover because of you. Kinda. Heh.

These 2 songs of the days were so special and significant to me during the period we were contacting.

Such amazing magical love songs. They take me right back to that period…

And I'm SO happy to be sharing them with you guys. Seriously.

Take a listen…

Love, Eran.

I could've chose anybody but I chose you.

Current Song Mood: James Arthur Ft Emeli Sande - Roses

[Verse:]
I could've chose anybody but I chose you
Ooh ooh
Help me get better, you pull me right out of the blue
Oh oh
And daddy don't like you, but daddy and I never speak
Ee ee
Every night when I wake up I need you to get back to sleep
Ee ee

[Chorus:]
Smells like roses to me
Two young lovers at sea
Tastes so bitter, so sweet
You're my bang, together we go bang bang bang
Bang bang bang
Bang bang bang
Oh oh, oh oh

[Verse:]
You could've chose anybody but you chose me
Ee Ee
Hiding in bedsits cause no one around us agrees
Ee ees
And I feel romantic cause since morning I've been at the wine
I, I
Shall we eat all the poison and leave all the questions behind
I, I

[Chorus:]
Smells like roses to me
Two young lovers at sea
Tastes so bitter, so sweet
You're my bang, together we go bang bang bang
Bang bang bang
Bang bang bang

[Bridge:]
And all the chemicals and alcohol make for a volatile love
But stay with me
Just stay with me
And I never wanna lose you but I feel that this closeness will tear us apart
But stay with me
Stay with me
Bang, bang, bang [x4]

[Chorus:]
Smells like roses to me
Two young lovers at sea
Tastes so bitter, so sweet
You're my bang, together we go bang bang bang

I was certain that I was yours…

Current Song Mood: James Arthur Ft Chasing Grace - Certain Things

[Verse:]
Something about you
It's like an addiction
Hit me with your best shot honey
I've got no reason to doubt you
'Cause certain things hurt
And you're my only virtue
And I'm virtually yours

[Pre-Chorus:]
And you keep coming back, coming back again
Keep running round, running round, running round my head

[Chorus:]
And there's certain things that I adore
And there's certain things that I ignore
But I'm certain that I'm yours
Certain that I'm yours
Certain that I'm yours

[Verse:]
There's something about you
It's when you get angry
You have me as your mercy
And you're like the shoulder to turn to
'Cause certain things mend us that's when we're hanging on for dear life
We held on so tight

[Pre-Chorus:]
And you keep coming back, coming back again
Keep running round, running round, running round my head

[Chorus x2:]
And there's certain things that I adore
And there's certain things that I ignore
But I'm certain that I'm yours
Certain that I'm yours
Certain that I'm yours

I adore you... I adore you...
Certain that I'm yours