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Today was the start of orientation. Had lectures the whole day, and the annoying educators didn't help at all. Lulz. It felt good to be reunited with my friends again though. A certain someone said that a certain someone found me good-looking. Got me blushing. Hehe. And I completely forgot to take pictures with my babes. Ugh. -.-
So I guess that's that. You completely avoided me today. Totally avoided any form of contact. I guess we're done. I guess this basically means that we're strangers now. How sad. And to think that we were classmates for only a short while. I was really happy too, to be able to talk and be friends with you. It;s just so, so sad. I'll respect your decision then. After what happened in school, I wouldn't really blame you...
I'm out tonight.
Love, Eran.
How bout now, boy?
Current Song Mood #1: Jordin Sparks - How Bout Now (Drake Remix)
Feeling like I gotta get all this off my chest
I know you're sitting there, thinking whatcha gon do next
Crazy thinking back on the last text you sent
Crazy like all these bitches
Crazy like all these bitches
Remember I deleted all the other guys numbers round my phone for ya
Remember when you broke your neck and I had to wash your back for ya? (ugh)
You probably don't remember half the shit that I did for ya (yeah)
You don't really fuck with me way back when, boy how bout now?
Cause I'm up right now
And you suck right now
You thought you had it all figured out back then, but how bout now?
Cause I'm up right now
And you suck right now
You thought that little loving that you put in was enough, boy, how bout now?
Boy, how bout now?
How bout know, boy?
What about now, boy?
How bout now? (yeah)
Always been Mommy's little angel
Once you blew up, head got big and you started changin' (what?)
Can't believe all the things you started saying
Like I'm with you for your fame and your name (what?)
That thought in your future now setting up a game (what?)
What you're dying to be is the famous
Asking for the things that you gave me
Try to lock you in with a baby (who?)
Keeping it real, but no I'm not up in [?]
Go blow up my phone, calling complaining
Oh you tried it once, but
And you don't really fuck with me, way back when, but how bout now?
Cause I'm up right now
And you suck right now
You thought you had it all figured out back then, boy how bout now?
Cause I'm up right now
And you suck right now
You thought that little loving that you put in was enough, boy, how bout now? (yeah)
How bout now?
Boy, what about now?
Boy, how bout now?
Ayee
I know you're sitting there, thinking whatcha gon do next
Crazy thinking back on the last text you sent
Crazy like all these bitches
Crazy like all these bitches
Remember I deleted all the other guys numbers round my phone for ya
Remember when you broke your neck and I had to wash your back for ya? (ugh)
You probably don't remember half the shit that I did for ya (yeah)
You don't really fuck with me way back when, boy how bout now?
Cause I'm up right now
And you suck right now
You thought you had it all figured out back then, but how bout now?
Cause I'm up right now
And you suck right now
You thought that little loving that you put in was enough, boy, how bout now?
Boy, how bout now?
How bout know, boy?
What about now, boy?
How bout now? (yeah)
Always been Mommy's little angel
Once you blew up, head got big and you started changin' (what?)
Can't believe all the things you started saying
Like I'm with you for your fame and your name (what?)
That thought in your future now setting up a game (what?)
What you're dying to be is the famous
Asking for the things that you gave me
Try to lock you in with a baby (who?)
Keeping it real, but no I'm not up in [?]
Go blow up my phone, calling complaining
Oh you tried it once, but
And you don't really fuck with me, way back when, but how bout now?
Cause I'm up right now
And you suck right now
You thought you had it all figured out back then, boy how bout now?
Cause I'm up right now
And you suck right now
You thought that little loving that you put in was enough, boy, how bout now? (yeah)
How bout now?
Boy, what about now?
Boy, how bout now?
Ayee
Current Song Mood #2: Drake - How Bout Now
"That's the shit I'm talking 'bout though, like you changed up, you don't even fuckin' link nobody no more, you just dash me 'way like a cyattie. Yo, you cheesed me dog."
Always felt like my vision been bigger than the bigger picture
Crazy how you gotta wait until it's dark out to see who really with you
Crazy how even when it miss ya, shit'll come back around and get ya
Crazy like all my niggas, crazy like all my niggas
Remember I deleted all my other girls numbers out the phone for you?
Remember when you had to take the BAR exam, I drove in the snow for you
Yeah, you probably don't remember half the shit a nigga did for you
Ya, you ain't really fuck with me way back then girl, how 'bout now?
Cause I'm up right now and you stuck right now
Aw, you thought you had it all figured out back then girl, how 'bout now?
Cause I'm up right now and you stuck right now
Yeah, you thought the little effort that you put in was enough girl, how 'bout now?
Yeah, Girl how 'bout now? How 'bout now girl?
What about now girl? How 'bout now?
Yeah, Always been daddy's little angel
I bought your dad a bunch of shit for Christmas, he ain't even say thank you
I had no money, left from back when I was focused on the music
I used to always try and burn you CDs of my new shit
You be like "who's this?"
I be like "me, girl."
You be like "oh word, true shit?"
Then ask if we could listen to Ludacris
Them car rides made me feel like I was losing it
Yeah, made me feel like I ain't have it like that,
I was average like that
Started drinking way more than I used to
People form habits like that, girl
Yeah, man enough to tell you I was hurt that year
I'm not even Christian I still went to church that year
Guess I just had to pretend that year
I ain't even see my friends that year
Places that I should've been
You ain't really fuck with me way back then but how 'bout now?
Cause I'm up right now and you stuck right now
Aw, you thought you had it all figured out back then girl, how 'bout now?
Cause I'm up right now and you stuck right now
Yeah, you thought the little effort that you put in was enough girl, how 'bout now?
Girl how 'bout now? How 'bout now girl?
What about now girl? How 'bout now?
Always felt like my vision been bigger than the bigger picture
Crazy how you gotta wait until it's dark out to see who really with you
Crazy how even when it miss ya, shit'll come back around and get ya
Crazy like all my niggas, crazy like all my niggas
Remember I deleted all my other girls numbers out the phone for you?
Remember when you had to take the BAR exam, I drove in the snow for you
Yeah, you probably don't remember half the shit a nigga did for you
Ya, you ain't really fuck with me way back then girl, how 'bout now?
Cause I'm up right now and you stuck right now
Aw, you thought you had it all figured out back then girl, how 'bout now?
Cause I'm up right now and you stuck right now
Yeah, you thought the little effort that you put in was enough girl, how 'bout now?
Yeah, Girl how 'bout now? How 'bout now girl?
What about now girl? How 'bout now?
Yeah, Always been daddy's little angel
I bought your dad a bunch of shit for Christmas, he ain't even say thank you
I had no money, left from back when I was focused on the music
I used to always try and burn you CDs of my new shit
You be like "who's this?"
I be like "me, girl."
You be like "oh word, true shit?"
Then ask if we could listen to Ludacris
Them car rides made me feel like I was losing it
Yeah, made me feel like I ain't have it like that,
I was average like that
Started drinking way more than I used to
People form habits like that, girl
Yeah, man enough to tell you I was hurt that year
I'm not even Christian I still went to church that year
Guess I just had to pretend that year
I ain't even see my friends that year
Places that I should've been
You ain't really fuck with me way back then but how 'bout now?
Cause I'm up right now and you stuck right now
Aw, you thought you had it all figured out back then girl, how 'bout now?
Cause I'm up right now and you stuck right now
Yeah, you thought the little effort that you put in was enough girl, how 'bout now?
Girl how 'bout now? How 'bout now girl?
What about now girl? How 'bout now?
Current Song Mood #3: Jordin Sparks - It Ain't You
Do you swear he balls?
Still living with his mom,
Stay fresh though
Anyone wondered why you?
Ooh ooh
Why do you
Oooh ooh oh
This one is for all my ladies
All these fellas in the songs talking crazy
Boy you know I'm loyal
You can bet, I look better than I do in it
Take a step back 'cause I'm too fresh
Need a pack of gum do the breath
You're not an OG you're an OMG
You could say hubby don't touch me
Already know who I wanna talk to
Got my eye on him when I walk through
Yeah, we came here to party
I ain't tryina see you're fucking cocky
I'm a little too smart for you babe
Make love pretty, but I've got a brain
Need a pose, here's some twix
Hope that keeps you busy, boy I really overrate
Do you swear he balls?
Still living with his mom,
Stay fresh though
Anyone wondered why ain't you?
Ooh ooh
Why ain't you?
Oooh ooh oh
Ain't enough a couple shots
My type you are not,
So many girls have been here, why me?!
You already don't flop, wipe pretty
Got curl like my curls,
Couldn't be with me, now you try my girl
Please!
Did your mama helped you to get dressed?
Boy say what you're [?]
Say VIP is where I gotta be
'Cause I can't get people above of me
Acting like you tryina find
But you've been sipping a one drink the whole night
Stepping up like a jerk,
Who in the world told you that shit would work?
I am the fliest boss girl in this club
Me and my ladies run this thing, you heard!
Do you swear he balls?
Still living with his mom,
Stay fresh though
Anyone wondered why ain't you?
Ooh ooh
Why ain't you?
Oooh ooh oh
Wondered why it ain't you?
You didn't even know what to do
Ooh, why why why why why why
Straight fair, I'm a win you're an [?]
Do you swear he balls?
Still living with his mom,
HE stay fresh though
Anyone wondered why ain't you?
Ooh ooh
Why ain't you?
Oooh ooh oh
Yeah yeah
[x2:]
This one is for all my ladies
All these fellas in the songs talking crazy
Still living with his mom,
Stay fresh though
Anyone wondered why you?
Ooh ooh
Why do you
Oooh ooh oh
This one is for all my ladies
All these fellas in the songs talking crazy
Boy you know I'm loyal
You can bet, I look better than I do in it
Take a step back 'cause I'm too fresh
Need a pack of gum do the breath
You're not an OG you're an OMG
You could say hubby don't touch me
Already know who I wanna talk to
Got my eye on him when I walk through
Yeah, we came here to party
I ain't tryina see you're fucking cocky
I'm a little too smart for you babe
Make love pretty, but I've got a brain
Need a pose, here's some twix
Hope that keeps you busy, boy I really overrate
Do you swear he balls?
Still living with his mom,
Stay fresh though
Anyone wondered why ain't you?
Ooh ooh
Why ain't you?
Oooh ooh oh
Ain't enough a couple shots
My type you are not,
So many girls have been here, why me?!
You already don't flop, wipe pretty
Got curl like my curls,
Couldn't be with me, now you try my girl
Please!
Did your mama helped you to get dressed?
Boy say what you're [?]
Say VIP is where I gotta be
'Cause I can't get people above of me
Acting like you tryina find
But you've been sipping a one drink the whole night
Stepping up like a jerk,
Who in the world told you that shit would work?
I am the fliest boss girl in this club
Me and my ladies run this thing, you heard!
Do you swear he balls?
Still living with his mom,
Stay fresh though
Anyone wondered why ain't you?
Ooh ooh
Why ain't you?
Oooh ooh oh
Wondered why it ain't you?
You didn't even know what to do
Ooh, why why why why why why
Straight fair, I'm a win you're an [?]
Do you swear he balls?
Still living with his mom,
HE stay fresh though
Anyone wondered why ain't you?
Ooh ooh
Why ain't you?
Oooh ooh oh
Yeah yeah
[x2:]
This one is for all my ladies
All these fellas in the songs talking crazy
Current Song Mood #4: Jordin Sparks - Enough Is Enough (Snippet)
Current Song Mood #5: Pia Toscano - I'm Out Tonight (Jordin Sparks Demo)
I could have lost it all,
Trying to be your one and only, oh..
I almost came undone,
But I gotta free myself this moment, oh!
Pre Chorus:
So shut up, shut up, shut up
I’m about to get up, get up, get up
Now that I can see clear
Baby, I’m a break free, I’m out of here, yeah!
Chorus:
Enough is enough,
and I made up my mind, I gotta take it on,
the first thing on tonight!
Trying to be your one and only, oh..
I almost came undone,
But I gotta free myself this moment, oh!
Pre Chorus:
So shut up, shut up, shut up
I’m about to get up, get up, get up
Now that I can see clear
Baby, I’m a break free, I’m out of here, yeah!
Chorus:
Enough is enough,
and I made up my mind, I gotta take it on,
the first thing on tonight!
Throwing my hands up!
And I mean it this time,
Baby I’m done, I’m gone, I’m ghost I'm out tonight!
Im out, I’m out ohh
Im out, Im out, I’m out I’m out
Baby I’m done, I’m gone, I’m ghost I'm out tonight!
And I mean it this time,
Baby I’m done, I’m gone, I’m ghost I'm out tonight!
Im out, I’m out ohh
Im out, Im out, I’m out I’m out
Baby I’m done, I’m gone, I’m ghost I'm out tonight!
I used to be the one,
But I slowly became the option.
No more holding on!
I gotta face my fear of falling
Yeah!
Pre Chorus:
So shut up, shut up, shut up
I’m about to get up, get up, get up
Now that I can see clear
Baby, I’m a break free, I’m out of here, yeah!
Chorus:
Enough is enough,
and I made up my mind, I gotta take it on,
the first thing on tonight!
Throwing my hands up!
And I mean it this time,
Baby I’m done, I’m gone, I’m ghost I'm out tonight!
Im out, I’m out ohh
Im out, Im out, I’m out I’m out
Baby I’m done, I’m gone, I’m ghost I'm out tonight!
I’ll slam the door
I won’t look back
Cause no one's gonna treat me like that
Treat it like that
normally..in the past oh
every last tear
’cause boy I’m through with all my dues
I’m done, I’m gone, I’m ghost I'm out tonight!
[Chorus:]
I made up my mind.
Oh, first thing out tonight
I mean it this time
I’m out tonight
Im out tonight, Im out
I'm out tonight
Baby I’m done, I’m gone, I’m ghost out tonight...
KW
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