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Today I spent my day off, and all my free time, at a safe haven.

It was nice to get a break from work. To be carefree, and just.. surround myself with love.

It's been such an exhausting month for me. I needed this time for myself. To love and be loved. All the past experiences, the bloggings and flashbacks of the past posts have been really exhausting to relive. The memories… All the special moments. It's like a million memories rushing through my mind. It's taken a toll on me.

I didnt want it to end. I didnt want to leave. Knowing that I have to face work tomorrow..ugh. I just wish I could stay there forever. I really needed this. To be in someone's loving arms. To look in someone's eyes with such love. To just be able to close my eyes and forget all the worries I have in the world.

Thank you for letting me experience this.

I just hope that I didnt give it away too fast. 

I just hope, that I made the right decision.

This is to all the past individuals that have broken me time and time again...

I swear to God I'm moving on.

 xxx

Love, Eran.

I think that it's over. 

It's finally.. over.

:')

Current Song Mood: Chris Brown - X

If you're only as good as the company you keep
Then I'm a blame you for what they say about me
(Free your mind, and let your conscience be free)
When I was by myself I was fast asleep
Since you came around I've been up for weeks
(Free your mind, and let your conscience be free)
Yi-yi-X, I've been with the wrong crowd
I can make you a believer, if I turn the nonsense down
I keep my secrets in a safehouse, better if I don't speak
Devil's tryna tempt me, they just outline my shape out
Place me at the crime scene
I can see from this high up, you ain't got a heart girl
Privacy is for the cheater obviously you're deceiving

[Pre-Hook:]
I know
I know just who you are
You put me on lay away
You just love to heart shop
I think that it's over
I think that it's over

[Hook:]
I swear to God I'm moving on
(Mm, back up)
I ain't go back no more, I ain't go back no more
I ain't go back no more, I ain't go back no more
(I ain't tripping of you you you you)
I ain't go back no more, I ain't go back no more
(I ain't tripping of you you you)
I ain't go back no more, I ain't go back no more

[Bridge:]
You just start a fight, I ain't fighting back I'm cool with it
I, simply came here to party
Why, would I trip off that bullshit, when I'm on that good shit
I swear to God I'm moving on
(Mm, back up)

Substitute love for a better thing
I deal with my pain like a lonely child
I didn't build these walls for you to piss all on my past oh
Go ahead burn it down, I'm a build me another one
All these clouds...

[Pre-Hook]

[Hook]

[Bridge]

[Hook]